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i dunno wat up wif me todae.. i felt that i did nothing but infact.. i did quite a few things.. did storyboard, peer review, remake the box.. yea.. things been running thru my mind for the whole of todae.. be it things to frans to CCA.. everything came up at the same time.. is a shitty feeling..

been thinking alot. everything is kind of trap. i dunno y too. i still cant find the exit even if i saw a ray of light thinking that that is the exit,i wish to climb. to me i would think that i am getting nearer and nearer to the exit, but i would never know if someone pull the exit further away from me. so now i am stuck am to continue crawling or to think of ways to get me out of this tunnel. i dunno the wat to do. this tunnel aint dropping any hints for me.

somehow i still cant come out wif an conclusion, but i know wat am i suppose to do and wat am i not. juz that my mind aint being in my control at the moment. well i think i would let it be cos i really cant think of anything to do now.. 1 step and maybe i will regret.

if i thought of giving up, it would be long ago and not now..

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She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

but 230 i muz finish this post if not buddy will complain to lynn.. so yea here it goes.. woke up at 12 todae.. is been a long time since i slept for so long.. hmmm.. as usual finish up my show and made my way to suntec.. visited buddy and went for my drum lessons.. felt so bad todae as i din concentrate during playing.. i should have been more careful abt the repeat sign and stuff..

After class met up wif shawn paul.. called yj and we went for dinner.. walked from city hall to boat quay.. had prata there and chat for a while.. send yj back to mrt and me and shawn tried to find somewhere to chat..

so after walking.. we decided let juz walk our way to kallang.. and we did.. chat abt things and stuff.. is been great chatting.. well at least i din spent my nite away doing nothing.. i walked my way to kallang.. hahaha.. took a bus from there and here i am..

i dunno to wait or not but i think is time to be mroe proactive.. but i still scare i make the wrong move.. hmmm...

Verlirth GOne..~

todae was great.. well actually not everything.. was delay 1hr this morning from jurong east gym as there is a short circuit.. so we could not wait any longer edwin and me took a cab down to clementi to use the gym.. haha.. did running todae.. feeling gd..

after gym went down to the mrt station and meet shusan and roy for lunch at botak jones.. sat there for quite a long while.. waited for yc and sw to come.. had their lunch and we head off to town.. visited buddy.. happy to see her todae.. and after that went to the arcade.. had some fun since a veri veri long time.. haha..

walk around marina square and finally.. i got myself a pair of jeans and few t shirts.. is been a long time since i last shop.. but is worth it.. shusan say i should clear my whole cupboard.. and sw say my shirt are too big.. hahaha.. my shirts are big cos i was big last time.. haha.. well yea. after shusan and fm left.. we continue walking down cityhall.. caught fireworks.. dunno y did it appear but we caught it at marina..

had coffee at starbucks took lots of their random photos and headed home.. on the way home.. memories.. we sang more then 40 over songs we use to listen in the past.. haha.. great time.. enjoy todae..

a message made my nite!

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todae was a great laughing dae.. went nic hse to do our video filming... to my surprise i am actually the earliest.. while i am always late when i meet them up in sch.. starting we laughed at carmen as we made fun of her before she reach nic hse.. haha.. we had nasi lemak and went off to start filming..

started wif the toliet scene, warren was lock in the bathroom for 3 hrs.. washing his poor hair.. then carmen start crawling in.. is tough but is fun.. as we are to show warren naked but actually is juz carmen head covering his pants.. then i started making susan.. is was damn freaky.. as the lights suddenly went off and warren carmen were stuck in the toilet lock.. din know wat happen and carmen blame us say we veri gd actors..

then went on to film carmen climbing out of the tv.. she injuried herself badly.. feel damn bad.. pray hard we all get A for this.. hahaha.. then the last part was great laugh.. nic had to train girl as he need to promote pentene.. haha.. damn freaking funny.. shall upload the pic soon..

went to timbre after that to find spt and gang.. talk abit there but i could not stay for long.. so left have way.. hmmm.. gonna meet up again man..

i was ask to be proactive.. i dunno y.. but i dunno how to.. is hard as confidence level isnt there.. i wish i could do wat i plan.. but i dunno wat will happen.. hmmm

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helping buddy to draw a sad girl.. spent the whole day in workshop todae.. at least we finish painting the box which look kind of nice i tot.. haaha.. later in the morning will be making a trip down to nic hse for filming.. hope everything turn out fine..

din do well for my italian test.. is sad to see how i actually disappoint someone.. i felt bad.. real bad.. thinking back why i juz din put in the extra effort.. falling aslp during paper is wrong too.. i know my mistake but there is no second chance.. well until now i still felt bad..

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talking to the person and sharing or contribute ideas does make my night better.. buddy gave me 20 more mins to turn in... cos i haven been slping.. hmm.. todae things are really slow i felt.. finish the script for italian and started doing on the CDI box.. hope it come out cool and not like a grave... haha..

i fell aslp during italian exam todae.. i dunno y.. but i was damn tired.. super duper.. and i think i gonna fail oso.. din really study.. been doing other stuff.. how i can memorize my script by tml.. as tml is the role play.. haiz.. after tml 1 less things to worry..

i feel like star gazing suddenly.. haha..

Verlirth Gone~