Looking at the same thing using different angles it will give us a totally different feel

moved

2007-05-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

i have move... http://verlirth.livejournal.com/ hope to see u guys there soon.. do drop a comment too.=)

Verlirth Gone~

weird day..

2007-05-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat up wif me todae.. i felt that i did nothing but infact.. i did quite a few things.. did storyboard, peer review, remake the box.. yea.. things been running thru my mind for the whole of todae.. be it things to frans to CCA.. everything came up at the same time.. is a shitty feeling..

been thinking alot. everything is kind of trap. i dunno y too. i still cant find the exit even if i saw a ray of light thinking that that is the exit,i wish to climb. to me i would think that i am getting nearer and nearer to the exit, but i would never know if someone pull the exit further away from me. so now i am stuck am to continue crawling or to think of ways to get me out of this tunnel. i dunno the wat to do. this tunnel aint dropping any hints for me.

somehow i still cant come out wif an conclusion, but i know wat am i suppose to do and wat am i not. juz that my mind aint being in my control at the moment. well i think i would let it be cos i really cant think of anything to do now.. 1 step and maybe i will regret.

if i thought of giving up, it would be long ago and not now..

Verlirth gone~

She said I think I'll go to Boston
Think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

the day on foot..

2007-05-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

but 230 i muz finish this post if not buddy will complain to lynn.. so yea here it goes.. woke up at 12 todae.. is been a long time since i slept for so long.. hmmm.. as usual finish up my show and made my way to suntec.. visited buddy and went for my drum lessons.. felt so bad todae as i din concentrate during playing.. i should have been more careful abt the repeat sign and stuff..

After class met up wif shawn paul.. called yj and we went for dinner.. walked from city hall to boat quay.. had prata there and chat for a while.. send yj back to mrt and me and shawn tried to find somewhere to chat..

so after walking.. we decided let juz walk our way to kallang.. and we did.. chat abt things and stuff.. is been great chatting.. well at least i din spent my nite away doing nothing.. i walked my way to kallang.. hahaha.. took a bus from there and here i am..

i dunno to wait or not but i think is time to be mroe proactive.. but i still scare i make the wrong move.. hmmm...

Verlirth GOne..~

day out wif pri sch mates..

2007-05-27T02:34:00.000+08:00

todae was great.. well actually not everything.. was delay 1hr this morning from jurong east gym as there is a short circuit.. so we could not wait any longer edwin and me took a cab down to clementi to use the gym.. haha.. did running todae.. feeling gd..

after gym went down to the mrt station and meet shusan and roy for lunch at botak jones.. sat there for quite a long while.. waited for yc and sw to come.. had their lunch and we head off to town.. visited buddy.. happy to see her todae.. and after that went to the arcade.. had some fun since a veri veri long time.. haha..

walk around marina square and finally.. i got myself a pair of jeans and few t shirts.. is been a long time since i last shop.. but is worth it.. shusan say i should clear my whole cupboard.. and sw say my shirt are too big.. hahaha.. my shirts are big cos i was big last time.. haha.. well yea. after shusan and fm left.. we continue walking down cityhall.. caught fireworks.. dunno y did it appear but we caught it at marina..

had coffee at starbucks took lots of their random photos and headed home.. on the way home.. memories.. we sang more then 40 over songs we use to listen in the past.. haha.. great time.. enjoy todae..

a message made my nite!

Verlirth Gone`

a day of horrible laughters..

2007-05-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

todae was a great laughing dae.. went nic hse to do our video filming... to my surprise i am actually the earliest.. while i am always late when i meet them up in sch.. starting we laughed at carmen as we made fun of her before she reach nic hse.. haha.. we had nasi lemak and went off to start filming..

started wif the toliet scene, warren was lock in the bathroom for 3 hrs.. washing his poor hair.. then carmen start crawling in.. is tough but is fun.. as we are to show warren naked but actually is juz carmen head covering his pants.. then i started making susan.. is was damn freaky.. as the lights suddenly went off and warren carmen were stuck in the toilet lock.. din know wat happen and carmen blame us say we veri gd actors..

then went on to film carmen climbing out of the tv.. she injuried herself badly.. feel damn bad.. pray hard we all get A for this.. hahaha.. then the last part was great laugh.. nic had to train girl as he need to promote pentene.. haha.. damn freaking funny.. shall upload the pic soon..

went to timbre after that to find spt and gang.. talk abit there but i could not stay for long.. so left have way.. hmmm.. gonna meet up again man..

i was ask to be proactive.. i dunno y.. but i dunno how to.. is hard as confidence level isnt there.. i wish i could do wat i plan.. but i dunno wat will happen.. hmmm

verlirth gone!~

emotion

2007-05-25T02:29:00.000+08:00

helping buddy to draw a sad girl.. spent the whole day in workshop todae.. at least we finish painting the box which look kind of nice i tot.. haaha.. later in the morning will be making a trip down to nic hse for filming.. hope everything turn out fine..

din do well for my italian test.. is sad to see how i actually disappoint someone.. i felt bad.. real bad.. thinking back why i juz din put in the extra effort.. falling aslp during paper is wrong too.. i know my mistake but there is no second chance.. well until now i still felt bad..

Verlirth Gone..

well..

2007-05-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

talking to the person and sharing or contribute ideas does make my night better.. buddy gave me 20 more mins to turn in... cos i haven been slping.. hmm.. todae things are really slow i felt.. finish the script for italian and started doing on the CDI box.. hope it come out cool and not like a grave... haha..

i fell aslp during italian exam todae.. i dunno y.. but i was damn tired.. super duper.. and i think i gonna fail oso.. din really study.. been doing other stuff.. how i can memorize my script by tml.. as tml is the role play.. haiz.. after tml 1 less things to worry..

i feel like star gazing suddenly.. haha..

Verlirth Gone~

CDI

2007-05-22T01:32:00.000+08:00

well things starting to rush now.. hopefully we can finish everything on time.. i cant wait to see the finish product.. last week of block.. but i doubt i would have a holidae soon.. so i think is juz life bah.. work to death.. hahaha.. only slept for 1 hr last nite but i tot is worth it.. cos i complete something.. at least..

going back for band is qutie a gd feeling for me.. as is been a long time since i really played any music.. to see old frans again is kind of fun to joke abt.. now muz get to know those freshies.. bring them into the family.. listening to this song now.. is meaningful.. but it is sang by Phua Chu Kang - You're My light.. meaningful lyrics.. yea..

Verlirth Gone~

Drink

2007-05-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

Can drinking really make u feel much better.. seriously i think that nite drinking session was totally wrong.. but is a great feeling.. things really start to change.. now is faster.. days rather then weeks.. everydae i hear surprise and it shock me every now and then.. haiz.. went drinking to supper to pool.. everything doesnt really feel so fine.. hopefully things will start changing back to normal soon..

now to finally realise, i have been slacking alot.. solving fran problems neglecting abt my own sch work.. i worried much.. haiz..
more to worry abt soon.. i cant go for band camp now.. is like so shitty la.. i shouldnt agree to go for holidae.. i miss a performance.. and i miss the band camp.. i am already like missing band practice for 2 blocks.. i cant afford anymore.. i need to buck up.. i wan to perform for concert.. but i wan it feel like i deserved it and not like cos i got excuse.. excuse are bullshit.. i wan to be a better player.. i dunno y.. but music ahve already been part of my life..

Verlirth gone...

sick

2007-05-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

fell ill after so long.. drums exam are coming.. haven book for driving... did filming last friday.. i been kept real busy.. only until todae.. i got a chance to free myself even though i am sick.. i went town wif spt for a drink.. listen to live band.. is been a long time.. miss the music.. sit down there chit chat.. can think back to the time i ahve last time.. hahaha.. hopefully tml will be a better day..

sometimes being is the middle u hear opinions from both side.. but to say who is right or who is wrong, we cant really conclude.. as time passes.. complains turn to compliments and is juz weird that within weeks, things start to change and change and change.. now that i look back, lots of things happen and u start to think thru again.. well.. sometimes is best that we juz look ahead and leave the past behind but can we? haha.. oh yar i got a new buddy..=)

Verlirth Gone..

Jam

2007-04-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

been a lot time since i gone jamming.. haha.. went jamming wif 9man todae.. nick was power in everything.. but the drums really amaze me.. hahaha.. muz dunno practice how much to reach his standard.. hmmm.. did a few songs todae...

went back sch for GL meeting.. learn a few new games and after that headed to prata shop for dinner.. hahaha.. did enjoy today.. more jamming section to come.. hahaha...

Verlirth Out..

tp band concert..

2007-04-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

finally i am back to blog.. been busy or rather lazy sometimes to start blogging.. alot of things happen this 3 months.. but i doubt i can remember all.. hahaha.. having basic animation now.. is fun using flash to do those animation but it is tiring.. 3 more weeks to go.. DOC coming.. hope it will be fun..

Tp band concert.. finally it is over.. kind of miss the fun now.. thinking year3 leaving us.. year2 going for SIP.. left us.. performance wasnt that gd as i tot the rehersal were better.. while thanks to those that came to support us and hope u all do enjoy the music.. i hope.. hahaha..

1 year in Tp.. it was fun.. recap i learn more this year maybe becos it is not in a exam system more hand on work.. but i am glad i made the choice to come here.. great people great frans..

Verlirth gone..

running after rebound

2006-12-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

life is back to where i ran away from again.. is hard not to think.. it would still be alrite.. if i ain being ignore.. is juz like after you say something and the friendship is over.. it ain worth it.. haiz..

been a bad week man. when 1 think turn bad.. everything goes bad.. been GS-ing the last 3 daes.. broke liow la.. but so GS release stress and anger.. hmm.. i think time is needed bah.. wat did i do again.. haiz..

well hoping for a better week..

waiting..

Verlirth gonE~

Bored

2006-11-17T03:04:00.000+08:00

its 3am.. and here i am blogging abt nothing.. haha.. went to sch for a talk todae.. did learn something from it.. on video making.. the mountain sickness and terrorist camp in China.. haha.. interesting topic.. hmm.. went for lunch wif yi jie and long after that.. haha..

went to grandma hse.. had dinner.. it been a long time since i last go there.. haha.. then went to marina square wif cousins and aunts.. did nothing much actually..

did much thinking todae.. kept thinking abt different stuff.. haha..

Verlirth Gone~

mac

2006-11-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

finally getting use to my mac.. hahaha.. still waiting for maveric to lend me the programmes.. haha.. sch starting tml.. valentio say he might give us a test on typo.. and i haven touch it yet.. haha.. so sian la.. wondering wat assignment he is going to give us tml.. haha.. then we can play around wif the freewriting programme..

planning for the end of year band camp.. stress.. first time planning.. but i guess it would be alrite.. i plan but cannot go.. so sian la.. got other things clash.. haiz.. well gtg and slp..

Patience

Verlirth Gone~

pain~

2006-11-03T13:03:00.000+08:00

oh yar i am back.. pain.. yesterday was the Soccer Competition.. got myself all scratch and hurt.. although we never win any games.. but yea if was fun la.. first time playing together wif my team.. we can do better nex year.. hahaha.. train more first.. and the group is damn rough la.. i dive until i scare.. hahaha.. but is was overall fun la.. before the game was slacking at Ivan store wif another ivan.. hear bisko say all his story.. damn nice and funni la.. hahaha..

Early Yesterdae morning.. woke up at 6am.. went to Unity sec sch to help out the alumni teach the students to make t shirts design.. it was fun.. learn something from them too.. haha.. dun mind going for another nex time.. haha..

think i will skip band todae.. arm really hurts.. doubt i can even lift the tuba up la.. super pain.. haiz.. hope will recover soon.. haha..

wait wait wait..

Verlirth Gone..

Storytelling..

2006-10-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

Haze have been better todae.. yesterdae was worst.. 150.. haha.. finally manage to blog.. been busy all the time.. even the 2 weeks holidaes are ouccupy by band.. haha.. this block, i got ideation2 and Creative Storytelling.. not tat bad.. haven been thinking of wat story am i suppose to write.. is hard.. but i manage to write some crap out. haha..

i need to blog more often liow.. to update myself.. haha.. oh yar.. end of year band camp.. been planning lots of stuff wif other alumnis.. hope it turn out gd.. back to work now..

Verlirth Gone..~

back

2006-09-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

it is time to blog.. wow.. time really flies.. hmmm after this block, i am in tp for half a year already.. the times have been great except for this block... is a killer.. 9 to 3 wifout break.. haiz.. 2D and 3D.. will die.. haha..

last last wednesdae.. went out wif the TSCA pple.. haha.. had a great laugh for start to end.. went to breeks to have dinner and waited for harold and khairul to come.. the 2 PJC guys.. after a long chat.. we decided to walk to cine and take neosprints.. haha.. it was fun when we started to squeeze as the machine kind of small arh.. haha..

last mondae went to sentosa wif ben and zach last mondae.. did a quite stupid stuff as usual.. went cycling and stayed at the beach and start talking cock.. hahaha.. in the end got sunburnt.. haiz.. cant stay for long cos got project to rush.. then went home abt 5plus..

yestedae.. got the best experience of this year.. hahaha.. after class i went home straight.. met up with ben, kang, zach and andrea.. went all the way to mediacorp and watch Singapore Idol.. hahaha.. we are supporting Jonathan! cos Jonathan is zach god brother and my brother pri and sec classmate.. he is from NHPS!! haha.. man.. the fans there are really nuts.. they scream like nobody business.. i cant even hear wat kang say when he is only sitting beside me.. haiz.. and got 1 auntie arh.. block my view most of the time.. she support Paul 2hill.. then she bring up the poster.. then block everything.. and she can hold the poster there for like 5 mins straight.. blocking her own view as well.. wonder y she go there for.. really wanna argh argh! hahaha.. JK was out.. like finally.. haha.. but yea he did improve.. hahaha..

well tml muz chiong all the project liow.. if not cannto hand in on tuesdae.. haiz.. 2 weeks holidae coming soon.. 2 more weeks man.. hahaha.. cannot wait.. haha..

i still waiting for that day to come..

Verlirth gone!~

1year ago..

2006-07-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i blog.. quite busy wif sch work.. projects after Projects.. ideation1 was fun.. but yet super tiring..

if u read my post 1 year ago.. yea.. it woulod be the happiest dae of my life.. 1 year.. juz past like tat.. the answer is still unknown.. with in thsi 1 year.. life begain to turn gd.. but then there will be juz some days tat i juz cant stop thinking.. hmm.. better this few daes.. juz wondering.. if i did not made the mistake 1 year ago.. how would life be now.. gd or bad..

people alway tell me that it is not worth it.. yea i know.. but is hard not to think abt it.

tml is the start of new class.. 3 to 6.. C&E.. dunno wat we gonna learn.. well.. see wat happen then.. oh yar.. hungry goes festival is here.. becareful again..

Maybe i juz wanna noe the answer.. still waiting for the right day to come..

Verlirth Gone..~

Xmen..

2006-06-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible
A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

Photos..

2006-06-09T14:35:00.000+08:00

My Cousins...

View of Genting Evening..

The Tiger I won during funfair..

Look at the Words.. Me and Hairi playing Scrabble when we are bored..

When there is Nothing to do.. We Take Photos After Photos.. haha..

holidae..

2006-06-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

this is the second week of my holidae.. din relaly hav time to update my blog.. until now.. haaha.. last week.. went to genting.. took car up.. din really play many rides.. haha.. spent 3 daes there.. end up being sick.. return on mondae..

Last wed.. went ECP wif my MOI classmates.. ride bicycle play sea.. tried to get every1 into the water.. but end up KY din get in.. haiz.. will try again nex time.. after playing.. we walk our way to parkway parade.. had swensens for dinner.. my face was burnt tat dae..

Last Thursdae.. went to suntec for a movie wif them.. Over the Hedge.. Funni show.. nice.. then walk around.. played arcade.. then went home..

Fridae.. went down bugis to meet my mum.. then go airport to eat ice cream.. celebrate my Uncle bdae..

Sat.. went for Soccer in the morning wif ah banG Fc.. haha.. played.. afternoon went Shusan hse to complete the puzzle for dunwei present.. then went to the hotel for dinner.. his bdae treat.. haha...

Mondae to Wed.. went back tanglin.. long time since i last go back.. went to stay over for Council Camp.. haha.. Fun indeed.. Did lots of stuff.. haha.. play water whole day.. camp fire..

yesterdae and todae.. stay at home.. nothing to do sia.. nevermind.. todae got soccer.. cant wait.. World Cup Fever.. Few Hrs time.. haha..

yesterdae.. hope tat there will alway be a nex time..

Verlirth GOne..

ProJect Project Project..

2006-05-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Argh!.. haha.. Project Project Project.. i din blog veri long cos i started sch.. 3 essays in a week.. okie la.. but got drafts 2times.. so all together 9essays.. haiz.. hard leh.. hand up my first project yesterdae.. and we start new project todae le.. LOL.. so sian..

The Language of COLOUR.. hahaha.. ComDI.. holidae nex nex week.. cant wait.. haha.. DrawEss.. fun sia.. learn draw draw.. wth.. haha..

Verlirth Gone..~

FOC!

2006-04-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

Spydra!!! my group during FOC camp.. haha.. went into the camp alone not knowing any pple in the East side.. haha.. during the 3 daes of fun.. get to noe the sch better and met great frans there.. haha..

First dae.. some ice breaker games and learn cheers.. haha.. then get to know a few frans.. had station games around Tampines around outside sch.. then learn more new cheers at nite..

Second dae.. slept for only 2 hrs then woke up for PT.. haha.. PT was fun.. then had breakfast.. sat in the hall for some games.. then see Tp Manhunt! the winner is the 1 with the Hairy armpit.. haha.. then after tat learn Mass Dance.. haha.. Fun.. a song that never hear before.. haha.. fun.. play some station games in sch.. noe the hangout places.. haha.. cool.. in the nite.. we hav performance nite.. put up a skit.. funni.. then we hav "pop and hop" dance floor.. haha.. dance and party.. so fun.. haha..

Third Dae slept for 2 hrs again.. had water games.. which was quite fun la.. haha.. then hav lunch.. had treasure hunt games.. which in the end.. i sprain my ankle.. now bandage.. haiz

went home after supper abt 1am plus... then slept the whole sundae.. haha..

tml.. design orientation.. cant wait.. but i cant walk.. hahaha.. sian.. well tp great..!

Cant wait for Sch to Start..

Verlirth Gone~

starting soon

2006-04-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Camp starting in 2 daes.. hmmm.. cant wait to go.. haha.. is the 2nd last dae of my long long long holidae.. when will be the nex 1.. sch starting..

out of the last few daes.. yesterdae went to play pool and lan.. then come home.. todae went out wif my mum.. shop for sch stuff.. then walk walk walk.. her bdae mah.. then go buffet dinner wif my family.. kinda full.. now here lor..

hmmm.. 3 years of my new life coming up in juz a few daes.. wondering how poly life will be like.. i should be enjoyable bah..

yea yea.. wanna take my driving licence soon..

Verlirth Gone..

nng

2006-03-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

lol.. n²g.. this thing made me and colin laugh the whole day.. went to marina todae.. walk around to look for present wif jervenne and colin.. but in the end.. every shop we go in.. jervenne will be looking for present.. and me and colin will be shopping for our own stuff.. even though we never get anything..

then we went to carl's junior for Dinner.. i swear not to go there again unless i am damn hungry.. the burgers are super big.. eat until damn full la.. then chat and laugh.. after tat colin wanted to go bowling so we went in.. the score goes.. 81, 108, 113.. haa..jervenne got third.. colin second.. hahaha. we laughing our way off when we bowl..

Went home after tat.. on 106.. todae was great.. hope everydae the same..

When will the dae come..?

Verlirth Gone..

sch starting..

2006-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

sch starting soon for me.. haha.. on the 13 april.. orientation camp.. cant wait.. went town alone todae.. nokia care centre.. my bloody battery or my phone spoit.. need go repair.. then the guy say the phone maybe reformatted.. then everything gone.. haiz.. need to find back all telephone no. haha.. walk around at borders.. then went for a hair cut.. feel much lighter now.. haha.. cos hair short.. haha.. then took a bus home...

Sims Open for Business.. fun... great game to get.. manage ur business well and ta ta.. money rolling in.. haha..

waiting for the dae...

Verlirth Gone..~

settled down..

2006-03-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

finally i get to blog.. was busy for the last week.. got a new job at Acorn.. haha.. Zul brought me in.. quite a nice place to work in.. can talk and listen mp3.. juz key in data.. not as bored as i tot it will be.. haha..

Yesterdae finally get my result.. going into TP.. yes... hmm MOving Images.. now signing signing up for tp.. gtg..

Verlirth Gone..

long long time..

2006-02-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

went to queensway in the afternoon wif pb.. he spent alot sia the whole dae.. hahaha.. he got a adidas street soccer shoe.. then walk around talk abt stuff.. went to apple centre and realise my warranty is over.. and repairing it is so "bo hua".. so rush down to Creative Warehse sales.. raining heavily somemore.. haa..then run run run.. got into the building.. the mp3 function i dunno how to use.. then i dun see a sales either so din get 1.. but pb got a ZEN NEEON.. lol..

after that i rush down to pasir panjang to meet my pri sch frans.. while waiting for the rest.. we went to shusan hse for a game of FIFA street soccer.. haha.. so long never play le.. but still alrite.. then after that met up wif yang cheng and see weng.. go and eat "zi cha" at the coffee shop.. then we start talking abt the past.. our groups and stuff.. haha.. fun but kinda guilty after doing all the bad stuff in pri sch.. haha..

after dinner was too early.. so we went to shusan hse again and we start playing mahjong.. hahaha.. fun la.. so long never touch mahjong le.. learn abit more.. fm got to rush home after that so me yc and sw took a slow walk to pasir panjang hawker centre.. eat dessert and chicken wings there.. talk talk and talk.. haha.. but time flies.. 11pm and we got to go home.. so we send see weng home first then took a bus home.. hmmm..

hope there will be more gathering.. hmm... lol..

the dae will come.. praying hard for it...

Verlirth Gone.~.

OVer!

2006-02-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Well long time since i last blog.. aiya.. worried for Os result mah.. finally it is out.. the moment when i was waiting for it.. it is like so scary la.. sitting on the floor in the hall.. been a long time i sat there.. waiting for every min to pass... thinking how well will tanglin do.. so the time get nearer.. when Mrs Oei step in.. my legs totally like jelly la.. in order to calm myself.. i tok cock wif zul and Afiq.. abtm which ITE we going and wat course and stuff.. then the HP kept ringing frans call and sms family call.. then like i haven get the result then keep calling.. make me more anixous.. lol..

Finally they start to giv up result.. and OH YAR!! CNA WAS THERE!! lol.. yea Diana Ser there oso.. hahaha.. wonderin did my sch hav the top scorer or wat.. haha.. lol but my sch did like shit i suppose.. when my class start collecting their result.. it is like damn scary la.. the 1 suppose to score high get like 20over.. super heart breaking la.. then when my turn reaching.. the whole group of sec4 band juniors start surrounding me.. damn scary la.. like pressure.. then phone ringing.. the moment hard to describe.. lol.. finally get my result din get hav a clear mind to check.. shock.. hahaha.. 17 for R4 and 20 for R5.. haha.. damn scary la.. lucky it wasnt that bad... i pass Amaths and humanities.. wif a surprising B3!! hahaa... lol..

Chose my course le.. going for TP MOI first.. haha.. then NYP for animation.. hmmm.. hope can get it la.. then can leave the West area.. lol..

Verlirth gone..

CNY lalala~bom!

2006-02-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Cny holidae is over... hmmm.. most of the ang baos collect.. and most importantly.. WON MONEY IN BLACKJACK!.. lol... shall start from new years eve...

hmm new year eve.. went to visit my late grandpa at the temple.. then went to my grandma hse to eat lunch.. miss her food.. so long never eat le.. haha.. then took my brother car home and offer prayers to my grandmother of my father side.. then went home.. played com and stuff waste time until 6pm.. hmm.. then went over to my grandpa hse for dinner.. hmmm.. every1 was there chatting and chatting.. me and my cousins were there playing wif the Hp.. as now most got bluetooth le.. then we start transfering files.. hmm.. after dinner went down to my 2nd cousin hse to see their dogs.. haha.. veri veri veri veir veri small dog... cute indeed..
hmm went down to the temple after that walk around looking at the dragon sign.. they say this year is all abt tolerance... hmmm.. cannot gamle and stuff.. sure no luck.. but aiya dun care la.. gamble i won somemore.. haha.. after temple went down to my uncle's hse.. and we start our blackjack... then went back after countdown.. go to the temple and pray again.. veri veri de crowded.. the lion dance was there.. haha.. they gave some lucky no..

the first dae of new year.. in the morning went to my grandpa hse.. then set off to my grand godma hse.. then go to my uncle hse.. waited for all the relative to come.. some cousins really change alot.. i mean those long distance cousins.. like my mum cousin sons and daughters.. hahaha.. hmmm spent the whole dae there... at nite we start gambling again.. hahaha.. won this time..

2nd day.. went to visit my late grandpa and grandma at the temple again.. pray then went to relative hse to sit.. then after that go to my auntie hse.. stay the whole afternoon there.. evening time went to my mum boss hse to sit.. lots of pple there.. all dunno 1 so juz sit there until can go... then went back to my auntie hse again for reunion dinner again and blackjack!!

todae.. met jasmine and weijun and we go to istana.. the queue was damn long.. then we slowly queue.. Unity was having a band performances there.. so we went to giv our support.. performance was alrite la.. nice.. haha.. after that met benson, jasper cheng yee zhi hui and pei rong go wong hse and bai nian.. took a long walk there.. reach there.. we played games and stuff.. crashing on his drumset.. and we start blackjack again.. hahaha.. fun la.. after that took a ride in wong car to maxwel market for dinner.. then we talk abt stuff this and tat.. then he send us all home.. imaging 5 pple squeezing into the back sit.. hahaa..

well that all for new year holidaes.. pray hard and wishing for the best for O level results.. nex week.. haiz..

Verlirth gone..

wat u wan la..

2006-01-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

went back to tanglin wif jin hua and elena yesterdae.. well.. sch still the best.. pple there.. haiz.. at home is so bored bored bored.. hmmm then after tat went wif elena to wheelock and waited for gracie to finish work.. hmmm then we walk to far east gracie went to exchange her skirt.. so ask for comment.. haha.. first time going out wif them la.. hmmm then we walk to shaws.. wanted to watch geisha.. then elena dun like the cinema.. so we went to great world to catch it.. haha.. spent abt 15 to 20 mins on wat tibits are we getting.. lol.. then we went in to watch.. 2nd row.. 2 and a half hrs.. show not that bad la.. neck pain nia.. hmmm..

after that went to kenny rogers.. eat the side dish.. gracie complain all her dishes are bitter.. haaha.. but when we taste it. some are not.. hahaa.. then sit until shop close then went home le..

todae went out wif kelvin.. suppose to catch a show.. in the end all din turn up.. so we went to play pool then lan.. long time since i last played pool.. hmmm.. well.. then after tat go home..

things aint happening the way i like.. but try to make things happen..

Verlirth gone!

ohlala

2006-01-23T23:13:00.001+08:00

last thursdae went to nanyang poly open hse.. meet up wif alex first.. then he went to perform yoyo.. hmm his fran is gd.. nice show sia.. band performance was loud.. and really loud.. but nice.. hhaha.. then waited for weiwei and her fran to come.. walk walk walk.. go for sch tour.. hmmm design!! cool arh.. maybe will go there for animation la.. hmmm then went to find rizwan at the nursing side.. so funny.. learn how to do cpr.. after that went home wif him..

fridae.. went for sp open hse.. hmm audio tech 1 of my choice.. then walk walk walk.. din noe kelvin father is a lecturer there.. hmm.. then walk walk explore the whole sch.. after that took a train down to TP.. cool sch la.. all the design stuff.. hope i can make it there.. hmm.. took a train down to orchard and had my hair cut.. haha..

sat.. went SP again wif alex.. he wanna see some course after tat we make a trip down to bugis and did some window shopping.. see shoes, t shirts.. guitars.. electrical guitar.. gonna get 1 soon man.. cant wait.. haha.. skates too.. hmm.. went home after tat..

yesterdae.. went to meet the band for Sp concert..

superb.. so long never hear gd band le.. the song is really different.. when can i play in 1.. hmmm.. thinking thinking thinking..

after that went marina had dinner wif mai, fareez, feli and Weijun.. this funni guy at LJS.. hahaha.. we laugh non stop.. yea should get him a best employee award.. haha.. then went arcade wif them.. after tat took bus home wif fareez and weijun.. hmmm..

Todae.. stayed home all dae.. waited for the stupid plant to come.. hmm wasted 1 whole afternoon.. while waiting.. i finally get to watch narnia and a chinese tall story.. hahaha.. nice.. then after tat went last min bike riding to clementi wif zhen huang.. first time.. exciting and fun la.. hmm.. should go more nex time..

going back tanglin tml.. hmmm.. see wat new again la..

where is my courage... is hard to open my stupid mouth..

Verlirth Gone!

Zul ask me do post...

2006-01-23T16:58:00.000+08:00

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend
- faithful
- loving
- understanding
- caring
- romantic
- supportive
- sweet

Seven things that scare me:
- death
- accident
- serious sickness
- lost of someone
- Os result
- thinking of the future
- things start going wrong at the start of the day..

Seven random songs at the moment:
- Craig David - I just don't love you no more..
- Electrico - Stuntman..
- Radiohead - Creep..
- Yellowcard - Light and Sound..
- Fall Out Boys - Calm before the Storm..
- Air Supply - All Out of Love..
- MyChemicalRomance - The Ghost of You..

Seven things I like the most:
- Soccer
- Music
- Drawing
- Outdoor
- Watching Movie
- Playing In Band
- Drums

Seven important things in my bedroom:
- the bed
- Tv
- Xbox
- Camera
- my personal stuffs
- Piggy Bank
- Guitar

Seven random facts about me:
- enjoy playing Tuba
- Listen to all sort of music
- i like to play games
- thinking of going to TP
- Messy
- love soccer
- Cant live without music

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
- learned every instrument..
- play songs..
- have a once last chat wif my family..
- think of the happy times..
- see one last smile on pple faces..
- die wifout regret..
- slp to death..

Seven things I can do:
- play the tuba
- play games
- draw
- can dun slp for 1 whole nite..
- trying to pick up yoyo..
- play soccer
- Daydream..

Seven things I say the most:
- erm..
- hmmm..
- wah lau..
- see la..
- siao liow la..
- yea!
- alamak...

Seven celebrity crushes:
- Felicia Chin
- Emma Watson
- Jessica Alba
- Yang Chen Ling
- Rachel Steven
- Tina Barrett

Seven people I want to do this too:
- Yunwei
- Shusan
- Yunli
- Deanna
- Jonathan
- Amanda
- Jaclyn

Light and Sounds

2006-01-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

New skin... hmmm.. time to change.. haha.. bloody hell now take bus adult fare.. super ex sia.. yesterdae go to work.. i top up 20bucks.. when i return home is 16bucks... super ex la.. nex time take short trip bus i think will use 55cents.. much mroe worth it.. and will not forget to tap after u alight from the bus.. haiz..

Open hse on sat.. hmm.. performance was alrite.. first time perform in home clothes.. lol.. got to see the alumni.. hope alumni band prac start fast la..

my ipod is fix.. stupid.. that time cannot update cannot do anything.. then reformat by itself.. all songs gone.. haiz.. got to get it again..

Sundae.. went to rizwan hse wif peiyi and ping chie.. go play Xmen legend 2 on Xbox.. haha.. riz complete dunno how many times la.. and we are new to the game.. hmm.. btw.. Congrat arh.. BMT start for u on 11march.. haha.. served the country.. haha..

now no more working until they call.. hmmm.. better la.. can rest now.. hmm..

Result out in 3 weeks.. haiz.. scared? yes i am.. there is alway the "what if" feeling there.. like wat if i dun do well.. or wat if i this and that.. haiz.. may the day faster come..

if only if only if only...

~Verlirth gone..

postman..

2006-01-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

well.. quit my toy r us job.. suppose to go to malaysia.. but din.. so got another job wif hairi and joyce and mai and yong jun and kelvin and zach.. it is the post office at Paya Lebar.. damn far la.. every morning we will juz meet at 8.15 at clementi take the train there.. sure late de.. haha.. hmmm.. third dae of work.. damn sian.. but got motivation.. so still alrite.. being there... we need the adidas slogan.. "impossible is nothing" man.. we do things by thousands.. kinda scary..hmmm.. everydae 9 to 6... wake up early.. come back at nite le.. i dun even get to see the afternoon.. haiz..

heard that result are coming out on the 14th feb.. Vdae.. haiz.. sian.. y cant it come out earlier.. hmmm.. well cant really do anything now.. pray hard man.. hahaha.. another dae of work tml.. sian.. need to slp early..

daydreaming is wat i do everydae.. i filled wif.......

Verlirth Gone..~

work till i die..

2006-01-03T11:05:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated New Year..was busy none stop for the past week.. 30th dec 2005.. we hav SC chalet.. hmm got to work until the evening that y i went at nite.. haiz.. my work is so tiring. haiz.. nvm back to chalet.. went there.. they are having BBQ.. then e and Khairul start playing the guitar.. haha.. hmm after that the sec3 were there.. dun think they happy abt some stuff.. then i start to wrestle wif colin to force him to stay.. haha..

then while waiting for our turn to bath.. we played Xbox.. after every thing dai dee and we watch American Pie Band Camp.. haha.. funny but sick show.. haha.. then we slept.. woke up at 8plus in the morning.. went outside to talk to khairul and hairi.. while the rest are slping.. haha.. then we waited for every1 and we make our way to Wild Wild Wet.. haha.. got 7 free tickets.. so we only pay 2.50 each.. hahaha.. shiok.. had a great great time there.. but too bad no camara.. hmm.. when it start to rain we walk back to our chalet.. eating cup noodles and waitin to bath..

at nite we went to the crowd and we count down together.. chaotic.. almost fight.. haha.. we juz back out.. first experience.. haha.. scary but fun.. then we went back to chalet for our second round BBQ.. then we play truth or dare.. funni sia all the dare.. hahaha..

last dae.. woke up early in the morning.. cos only slp from 5am to 9 am.. haha.. then pack our stuff.. left at 10.. we went white sand and hav breakfast.. hmm.. then travel all the way bak to jurong..

yesterdae work from 10am to 12mn.. man.. they are really short of staff.. hmm.. i think gonng stop working at the end of jan..

gtg.. need to go for some inventory training at suntec..

Wish you were here..

Verlirth Gone!

back

2005-12-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

working was alrite getting use to it le.. hmm.. christmas eve wasnt that great.. work full shift.. got to count down in the store.. hmm.. and only realise is christmas when it is 12.01. hah.. hmm got home leg feel veri jelly.. hahaha..

christmas.. when to some CHC christmas stuff at expo.. spent almost half a dae there.. then go changi eat Bk.. then go home le.. funni la.. haha.. then went for mid nite show wif colin and jervenne.. haha.. see King Kong.. haha.. touching show.. but too long le de movie.. end up King Kong die.. haiz..

went sentosa todae.. hmmm play and play and play.. hmmm.. got to try the Ludge.. fun sia.. drift here and there.. hahaha.. hmm.. fun sia.. tml got to work.. going to slp soon.. hmmm..

need to find that chance that i need..

Verlirth Gone..!

first dae..

2005-12-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

first dae of job todae.. met a few new frans.. work was fun but tiring.. packing, stocking, overstocking, straightening, reshopping.. is all i learn todae.. cool.. i think this will be wat i am doing for the nex 3months.. hmm.. tml morning shift.. haha.. think will slp in the bus again.. haha..

yesterdae went dunwei hse.. met my pri sch mates.. had a great time talking.. miss those time.. we need to meet up more often.. got alot of things to talk abt.. haha.. hmm hope tat everydae will be that smooth and nice..

i will carrying on waiting to the veri last min.. never giv up..

Verlirth GoNe!

mahjong addiction..

2005-12-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

been playing mahjong for the pass 3 daes.. fun.. sat went to replace my ATM card.. then Tan shin called me back to sch.. say wanna go out wif yunli and gab oso.. then they helping mr wong.. so ask me go and help too.. haha.. went in.. my shirt from white become black.. then he fetch up to Tan shin hse.. and we start playing mahjong.. Mr wong godson.. attitude totally like him.. haha.. same pattern de.. hmmm.. play until 11.45pm.. then wong fetch us back...

yesterdae go tan shin hse again at nite... now got jason along.. played for the whole nite thru.. watch tv.. i fall aslp.. haha.. we are like idiots waiting for bus in the busstop when there is no bus.. finally there is one.. we took all the way down to beauty world to hav breakfast.. prata was cold but can eat la.. yunli say the prata make her shit more.. haha.. first time see milo Gozilla.. got ice cream on top somemore.. haha.. cool.. after that i went to sch.. rush all the way down to TP.. the interview was damn hard la.. the teacher shoot all the questions.. answer le they shoot somemore.. haiz.. difficult la..

we took a train down to Forum.. i think the Toy "r" us job should be there already.. juz waiting for the last call.. hmmm.. wan to work.. hmm.. haha.. went back to sch after tat.. return my folio.. then went up to the hall.. see the N level results.. not bad this year.. better then my batch.. -.-"' haiz.. hope i can do well in Os oso.. scary.. need to slp le 34hrs never slp le.. haiz.. tired sia..

No matter how hard the journey will be.. believe tat we can do it..

Verlirth Gone..

Job hunt..

2005-12-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

looking for a job is so difficult nowadays.. haha.. hmmm yesterdae was great.. went tan shin hse in the morning to play mahjong.. then game of life.. then mahjong again.. mr wong came.. then fetch us.. went to Orchard BigO to have dinner... hahaha.. after that he bought us each a story book.. haha.. then fetch every of us back home.. reach home abt 2am..

todae went to sch in the morning.. trying to find teachers for my D&T folio.. but we cant take.. gonna force my way thru on fridae.. cos on Mondae is Tp interview and need my Folio badly.. gonna prepare everything.. haha.. after tat went wif shawn to orchard and applied for Job.. got 3 to 4 jobs that wanted pple.. haha.. so juz apply all of them.. hmmm went home abt 4plus.. reach home at 5plus.. 143 takes 1 hr to reach my hse.. hmmm..

Tml going meet mave.. and watch movie.. hahaha..

how long muz i wait..?

Verlirth Gone.!

Mayday concert is superb

2005-12-11T21:42:00.000+08:00

dunno wat happen to me.. suay lor.. hmm.. lose somethings.. haiz.. went to police station to do a report.. hmmm.. they hav their targets too.. the answer 999 calls within 10sec.. the rush to places with in 15 to 30 mins.. reply letter in 5 working daes.. and to giv a report in 7 daes.. hahaha.. so every1 of us muz hav a target.. hmmm..

went for Mayday concert!! is nice.. veri nice.. every1 was super hyper.. haha.. hmmm.. shout and shout and shout.. the concert lasted at least for 3 hrs.. haha.. jun hao was super hyper.. hahahaha... me jasmine and aloy was laughing at him.. hahaha.. then got this 1 guy doing illegal recording infront.. we went to shout into the mp3.. haha.. aloy went to play christmas ringtone into the mp3.. then sing children songs into it.. haha.. funni.. haha.. the light stick was our weapon.. hahaha..

todae.. went wif maveric and aloy to bugis.. visit Uncle Dennis shop... the instruments inside all at a veri gd price.. will get that saxophone 1 dae.. haha.. sit at pastamania for abt 2 hrs.. haha.. waste time there.. then walk around bugis junction and bugis village.. haha.. hmmm.. job hunt tml wif zul again.. i need to get a job!!! haha.. lifeless at home..

Verlirth gone..

Pinky Brain

2005-12-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

Holidae is bored.. haha.. doing drawing drawing and more drawing.. haha..went for BBQ yesterdae.. some cell group thing.. edwin ask me to go.. so i juz went lor.. make some new frans.. yea.. not tat bad.. had fun.. the forfit was yuck.. haha.. mixture of everything..h ahaha..

hmm.. stayed at my aunt hse todae.. got 2 soccer to go to.. but cant.. too far.. if not i will be playing soccer le.. haha.. hmmm.. nvm.. got other daes.. holidae is so long.. need to get a job too.. haiz.. y like tat. hahah..

waiting and waiting..

Verlirth gone..!

bored

2005-12-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

y is holidaes so bored.. rather go to sch or go out.. hmmm.. din blog for few daes.. cos was busy.. Had band camp last mon and tuesdae.. the most relax Band Camp that i went to.. haha.. hmmm.. slack and slack.. on mondae.. we bought roast duck for mr wong to eat.. in return he treat us back KFC.. haha.. veri veri full tat nite.. tuesdae went feli hse.. swim and BBQ.. first time having so much fun wif the band.. hahaa.. but the bad things when we go home.. heavy rain.. then all wet.. after Bath still wet.. haiz..

Wed went gym wif Khairul.. then go find job.. really need to get a job.. not say tat i in need of money.. but i am juz bored.. haiz.. everywhere is full.. so went home after tat.. yesterdae continue to go holland V to look for job... all full.. after tat went my grandma hse for dinner.. then go PS.. finally.. i got to change a phone.. hahaha.. after 2 years.. hmmm..

Todae went to play soccer from 11 to 3.. hahaha.. fun but tiring and hungry.. cos din hav breakfast before i go.. hmm.. the police came and talk to us.. haha.. saying dun anyhow leave our things.. play and play and play.. hahaha..

Juz waiting for this 1 dae..

Verlirth gone..

10 out of 96..

2005-11-26T21:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm been doing alot of things after last paper of Os.. wednesdae.. went for my grad nite.. had fun.. took alot of photo.. but the food aint tat dae.. after tat.. went wif my classmates to some pub in boatquay.. first time drinking.. din dare to drink much.. scare will get drank.. so juz a cup or 2.. the rest most were drunk.. haha.. after tat went to play lan.. great deal.. first 2 hrs free.. we play until 4am..only play $1.80.. took a cab home after tat.. reach abt 5am.. watch finish liverpool match go slp..

Woke up at 8 the nex dae.. went to sch help to giv out leavelets to other pri sch.. walk and walk.. found fuhua.. and i din noe jurong pri got 2 campus.. went the wrong 1 at first.. then walk all the way to the other 1.. after tat went KAP for lunch.. then rush down to Unity for band prac..

went home slept abt 12.. woke up 6.30 yesterdae.. go sch at 7.30 for tanglin open hse.. i dunno y izzit an open hse.. when so little pple come.. dunno wat duty is tat.. after tat we left around 2 when we are suppose to leave at 4.. met up to celebrate yunli bdae at nite.. haha.. party at seoul garden.. haha.. had fun wif food while eating.. play some games.. got to eat raw egg and mix chili fishball.. haha.. then cut a cake wif unlight candles.. hahaha.. went to play bowling at RC.. make lots of noise on the way there.. haha.. bowling was fun.. got to do rocket and the ball will bounce back to the lane.. haha.. funni..

After tat.. mai jon harold and yunli thon at my hse.. play and watch movie.. horror show was kinda scary.. haha.. din slp tat whole nite.. until this morning.. went straight to acjc.. din really like it.. so me and khairul walk out.. sat at mac.. went to Unity after 4hrs.. Pissed off.. but yet.. cant do anything.. haiz.. need to slp le la.. sure die de..

Puzzle Mind..

Verlirth Gone..!~

over..!

2005-11-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over.. hmmm.. can party now!! exsam over.. mean end of secondary sch life.. hmmm.. tml grad nite.. muz enjoy.. hmm.. this 5 years in Tanglin.. there are gd and bad times.. but will never forget the teachers.. who help us thru this 5 years.. hmmm.. 5 years 5 years..
got to slp.. bye!

Verlirth gone..!

almost..

2005-11-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

it been a year since i waiting for tuesdae.. hmmm.. 2 more exam daes and i am done wif my Os.. hmmm.. worried abt my result.. but cant do anything.. hmmm.. only can do my best for the last 2 papers.. hmmm..
Juz finish playing soccer wif my neighbours.. haha.. long time since i last played.. hmm.. sian now muz go study D&t le.. exam on mondae.. dun wanna regret again.. hmmm..

When ever someones bdae is here.. They are happy abt it.. but wat for.. i mean we are getting older.. dying sooner.. haiz..

Verlirth gone..!

hmmmm...

2005-11-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

time past quite quickly.. after tml maths paper, one week of exams will be over.. hmmm.. left wif 6daes of paper to go.. some subjects are bad.. hope i dun do too badly.. hmmm.. cant wait for Os to over.. haiz.. wondering.. is my life juz abt Os for the past 17 years.. hmmm.. well.. gonna study now..

Verlirth gone..

Wat is Life all abt

2005-11-04T08:50:00.000+08:00

hmmmm... 3 daes more.. Os start le.. hmmmm.. wat is life all abt.. this? waited 17years juz for this exam.. hmmm.. after 18daes we can enjoy.. hmmm.. arh gotta study again..

Verlirth gone..`

Chinese

2005-10-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

Had chinese todae.. all i wish is juz for a pass.. hmm.. now 22 more daes!! i finish My Os.. the final battle.. hahahaha.. kk go study le..

Verlirth Gone..

trap..

2005-10-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

for the past 24hrs.. i been at home.. never step out at all.. was studying chinese this whole mondae to afternoon.. then did maths.. then study chinese again.. i cant screw it up again.. mondae is my last chance.. my last chinese paper i am ever taking.. hmmm.. juz cant screw it up again..

Mind quite puzzled recently.. hmm.. is juz 9daes away from the final battle.. am i prepared? hmmm.. i cant fall back anymore.. i lost a year.. for being in sec5.. then it will be another year at poly.. haiz.. wat will my future be like? well..

Verlirth gone..~

workin hard..

2005-10-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

been studying in sch for the last few daes.. yesterdae was great.. thanks for all the greeting.. athough i spent it alone wif my books was great.. hahaha.. all ur messages lighten my day.. haha.. well todae went to sch for chem.. did understand the chapter better.. hmmm..

After tat.. went down bukit batok.. met up wif ziyun and grace.. teach me amaths.. haha.. haiz.. as fierce as ever.. do do do until 7.. then went for dinner.. now then come back.. hmmm..

need to study now.. haiz.. gtg..

Verlirth Gone..~

2005-10-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

fm and shusan.. haha..
cheng and weng.. haha..
ziyun and shu jun..

thanks guys..

2005-10-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

well.. will remember these guys for life.. my pri sch mates.. seeing them only make me happy.. hahaha.. had our gathering yesterdae at shusan hse.. juz hope tat the nite never end.. but yea.. we all left at 11.. hahaa..

when i reach the 7-11 at shusan hse.. i saw eugene and jonathan.. well.. was excited to meet up wif jon.. never seen him for the past 5 years.. haha.. finally get to meet him.. then waited for the rest of the guys.. while at the busstop think we are the noisest.. never meet up for 1 year le.. as every1 was busy.. hmmm..

walking into shusan room is so long.. there is a long long corridor leading to her room.. hahaa.. then after ordering pizza.. we went down to play soccer.. the girls sat and chat.. then guys played soccer.. hahaha.. hmmm.. then somemore start to come.. then keith came.. wif his all equip camera.. hahaa.. i think we took hundreds over shot wif his cam.. haha..

thanks guys.. i was shock.. they celebrated my bdae.. yea.. was touched.. and we started play cake.. hmmm..thank you guys.. love ya..! then we started playing murderer.. it was fun.. so long never play le..

when we are abt to go home.. we started playing water and cake again.. hahaha.. well.. man.. will never forget u guys.. my frans since young.. after exams.. we shall hav more gathering.. and may this gathering dun stop.. hahaa.. thanks again!!

Verlirth gone..

erm prac..

2005-10-20T15:11:00.000+08:00

juz finish my practical.. think i din do veri well.. answer quite wrong... sian.. but cant change anything now.. gonna relax for awhile and start studying again.. hmm.. need to rush already... tml going for gathering.. cant wait.. so long never see my pri sch frans le.. gonna party all nite man. haha.. now go relax first..

new dae new life new beginning..

Verlirth gone..

hmmmm

2005-10-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blog.. well now we having french leave.. and yet we need to go back to sch everydae.. i rather do tat.. tml having my sci prac.. hope i can really do well.. cos tat will pull me up.. haha.. download puzzle bubble in my PSP.. haha.. fun fun.. hmmm.. need to study le..

Its a new beginning everydae.. i feel much better now..

Verlirth Gone..

memories

2005-10-15T15:45:00.000+08:00

wow.. yesterdae was the first time i really hear tanglinian singing the sch song.. haha.. so loud.. the whole hall filled wif our voices.. haha.. after took lots of photos.. first time see my class so united.. running everywhere together.. juz to take photo wif teachers.. lots of crazy shots.. after yesterdae.. finally i think tanglin is still quite meaningful to me.. the memories.. the frans i had.. the great times.. which all cant exchange for money.. gonna leave tanglin soon.. hope there is more gathering nex time.. well here are some photos.. class wif our english teacher..Class wif mr tan puay eng..

class wif ms lim and ms tan..

well.. this is the fun we have.. more photo to upload soon.. hmmm.. really gonna miss those days..

more than words..

2005-10-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

did quite nothing todae.. hmmm.. only study and watch tv.. hmm.. wat to do sia.. yesterdae got scolding by ms tan during maths class.. felt kinda guity after tat.. yea.. the things she said is rite.. hmm.. study hard from now.. hmmm.. study now..

Verlirth gonE..~

14 more daes..

2005-10-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm sch todae was ok.. but juz things start trigger my mind when i see something.. even if i ever thought it thru.. cant really get it over oso.. nex week is my practical.. 3rd shift... quite a nice shift..haha.. no need to stay back or come early.. leave on the same time.. hmm..

as day passes.. we cant juz change things to the way we like.. kinda feel tat i grown up.. i understand things better now.. hahaa.. hope life will be better for todae onwards.. so now study..

something are juz more then words..

Verlirth gone!

shooting stars season finale..

hmmmm

2005-10-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

was out the whole dae todae.. had maths wif mr ho in the morning.. then went down to meet ms portia at ginza mac to study.. hmm.. was wif zhi wei and huang.. did juz maths and maths todae.. really hope i could juz pass my a maths.. hmmm.. tml gonna study whole dae again.. hmm.. muz jia you..

juz wondering.. y pple juz dun wanna be honest sometime.. i wonder y.. dun dare to tell me things.. until i found it out.. and know tat i found out.. still dun wanna tell me and say anything to me.. wat is this.. treat me like a wat..

Verlirth GonE..

well.. Juz wish tat i never know u at all..

2005-10-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

until now.. i still got nothign to say.. and dunno wat to say.. but juz to live life going on.. hmm.. been studying like mad this few weeks.. and shall this continue.. grew to love studying now.. hmm.. sch todae was bored.. never really do anything.. and the ppl in class are getting lesser and lesser each dae.. hmm.. after sch.. went down to JE to meet yang cheng.. got to do abit of amaths and emaths there.. hmm..

well as things go on by now.. i got nothing to say abt it.. no comments.. cos i am juz disappointed.. thinking of things.. hmmm.. so now i shall juz keep quiet in class.. do only study.. and nothingelse.. juz get out of my life.. wish i would never noe you in the first place.. hmmm..

Verlirth Gone..

hmmm

2005-10-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

thanks blamanda.. haha.. ur words make me think lot.. and yea.. when u are weak then u are strong.. i finally feel wat tat mean.. hmmm.. nothign will change wat i think now.. study study and study.. was in sch until 7 todae.. study and study.. these few daes make me think alot.. thanks to those who i really talk to.. yup.. well..

Verlirth gone..

Speechless..

2005-10-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

totally speechless.. i dunno wat to say.. worst day of my entire life..

wat the hell i did..

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u think i fuck care..

2005-10-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

y muz everything be like tat.. is so fucking hard to get myself to study again.. but wat the fuck happen now.. more and more things juz hit me.. wat the fuck la.. wat hav i done wrong to deserve all this fuck.. i mean wat the fuck la..

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i juz feel like shit.. feel so stupid.. feel like an idiot.. feel so fuck up.. yar yar yar idiot me..
Cant talk much here.. only can talk to myself.. ARGH!!
juz wish to get knock down by car.. die.. jump off the building.. slp to death.. anything but juz dun wanna face the truth.. juz dun understand dun understand..

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my mind is full of you..

2005-10-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmm blogger cant work yesterdae.. hmmm todae went to holland V after 2 week.. went for amaths.. did bukit view paper.. quite tough.. but after sharing answers.. it went out easy.. hmmm.. then came home and do my hw lor.. until now.. talk to yunwei..remind me of alot of stuff..

really thinking all the time.. praying hard everynite.. trying to do things that will make u happy and hmmm.. juz hoping and hoping..

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Maths all dae..

2005-09-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

todae was in sch whole day from 7am to 7pm.. hmmm.. normal lesson.. than play soccer.. than start studing chem.. untl 4 had emaths.. to 7.. complete all 39 questions.. achieve something at least.. tml having amaths lesson early in the morning.. hmm. amaths.. muz force myself to go..hmmm after tat shall study again.. Time is running out.. hmmm.. study..

a sms everynite may mean nothing to u.. but i hope when u see it.. it will cheer u up.. but i wanna do more than tat.. hmmm..

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hmmm..

2005-09-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

todae did nothing much.. went to sch saw my amaths.. as predicted.. haiz.. i pass my ss for the first time.. quite happy.. but combine oso fail.. haiz.. hmm after sch have rugby match.. but din get to play.. hmm.. was cheering them on.. it is nice to watch though.. haha.. hmmm finish my d&t.. cos of the stupid picture.. haiz.. went to reprint.. hmm.. after sch came home.. saw hundred over cockroaches lying DEAD on the ground.. becos of fogging todae.. haha.. is kinda scary though.. hahaha..

Day by day.. Os are getting nearer.. hmmm.. really need to work damn hard le.. haiz..

Looking at ur Smile brighten up my dae.. but it will be better if i can be there.. hmmm.. waitin for that dae to come.. hmmm..

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hmm 20plus?

2005-09-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

hmm Prelim gone case.. haiz.. 20PLus for L1R4.. this is hopeless..!! haiz.. need to study veri veri hard le.. hmm.. tml see my ss result.. haiz.. so sian.. haiz.. nothing really to blog oso.. oh yar.. song is up.. but there is still large space for improvement.. hard to write a song.. wrote tat wif kai.. hope we improve on it and turn out nice.. but first exam.. rest talk later.. hahaha..

hope u are doing fine.. hoping for 1 more chance.. hmm.. i wish i will be the 1..

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bad bad bad..

2005-09-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

Wif the score i get for Prelim.. i can even enter poly.. i failed english.. haiz.. D7 haiz.. dunno y oso.. muz really put in effort to study le.. less than 5 weeks to Os.. wat hav i done for prelim.. Argh.. using only 2 subjects now.. maths and english.. i got 10 points liow.. haiz.. wat am i doing!! angry wif myself.. study harder than mid year.. and yet get worst.. haiz.. need to go Do all my TYS le..

I wanna comfort u too.. but how.. i dunno wat to do.. cos i am worst.. hmmm.. juz scare tat when i talk to u or anything now u will feel irritated.. dunno wat to do.. hmm.. wat can i do.. haiz.. juz hope u take care of urself..

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Its you..

2005-09-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

todae went to play lan this morning.. hmm.. after tat went to sch for photo taking.. kinda fun but long waiting.. haha.. after tat went to bukit timah to jam.. wrote a song wif Khiarul.. haha.. kinda like it.. cos i write de mah.. haha.. need to modify more.. hmm.. tml sch starts again.. 3 weeks never use timetable.. muz go check again.. hmm.. xiang..

When i look at you.. I dunno wat to do.. Juz hoping u will giv me a chance..

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hmm..

2005-09-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

todae did nothing much.. went to my aunt place in the afternoon.. sit there do nothing play wif my cousins.. than after tat my uncle came.. say wanna go buy things to cook for dinner.. then wif my godpa and uncle.. we went to Sheng Siong at Bedok.. haha.. really a big big experience for me.. never been there.. see there so crowded.. my uncle noe everything thing there.. wat is this section all this.. see him go grab things tat he need in mins.. haha.. than we went to buy prawns.. 2kg of it.. and guess wat.. 1 kg of prawn u buy and u get a 500ml of cooking oil free.. haha.. so funni.. than went to choose chicken.. see there.. got Chinese Chicken and Malay Chicken.. than choose choose choose.. after finish le.. go pay money.. than they giv another 2 packet of magee mee.. haha... so funni.. so many free gift.. haha.. then go back and cook.. nice nice..

After tat at nite my parents fetch me to JP to meet Thye Ann to take my Sims2 CD.. so i can come back and install nitelife.. hahaa.. now waitin for the game to be install thanc an play le.. hahaha..

i juz wish for things to go rite.. a chance..

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muscles ache!!

2005-09-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

sian.. after playing soccer yesterdae.. my leg hurts.. cant really walk far todae.. haiz.. went out wif yang cheng todae.. go orchard her work place.. than went to eat ice cream.. haha.. nice..catch up wif the old days.. kinda misses them.. haha.. than went to her church... talk the bus to there..than come back to clement than go there again.. cos she left something at home.. so travel all the way back lor.. after tat went to watch soccer at hairi hse.. hmmm.. played Winning Eleven.. hmmm.. Now than reach home..

I dun wan this to be a fantasy.. i wan it to come true.. praying hard everynite.. juz to hope for a chance..

Over...

2005-09-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

Prelim is over.. yes.. 3days of rest.. and start to rush again... Prelim is Over mean Os ARE COMING! hmmm.. study study study.. haiz.. todae hav my chinese and Sci MCQ.. Chinese is Hopeless as usual.. and Sci MCQ.. kinda tough.. hmmm.. so juz hope result turn out gd.. haiz..

After exam.. went to Toh Guan and PLay soccer.. i think the sun was too hot le la.. my skin all red lor.. not brown.. haiz.. than went IMM LJS to eat.. jiu rush home le.. cos at meet hairi again at 6.. than rush out of the hse.. reach there late.. than go down to orchard to celebrate Kim bdae.. but sad.. she is sick on her Bdae.. get well soon! hmmm.. reach home abt 12.. tired sia.. go slp le..

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haiz...

2005-09-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

is a double confirm now.. A maths = F9.. haiz... i think i can slipt my mind.. i can do work and think at the same time.. hmmm.. but is bad la.. cos not full focus mah.. haiz.. after each paper todae.. I stare that the word STRIVE FOR SUCCESS... than i ask myself.. wat SUCCESS i hav.. neither this or that.. SUCKcess hav la.. haiz.. so bloody sian.. tml chinese and sci MCQ.. hmmm.. so sian..

I really hope everything goes right.. I pray everynite.. hope it does come true..

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yeah..

2005-09-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Juz finish my tuition for Chem.. hmm.. still okz but still got alot to go.. haiz.. amaths i dunno wat to do le.. i think i will READ TYS later bah.. haha.. hmmm.. todae Maths was Superb.. is nice to do.. but abit tricky.. hmm.. muz do Well for Prelim.. hmmm.. haiz.. beside tat nothing todae..

I am thinking every moment..

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hmmm..

2005-09-20T19:12:00.000+08:00

Todae had English Paper 2 and D&T.. hmm.. English paper i never read instruction.. almost get me into trouble.. haha.. forget to leave 3lines.. than i rewrite everything.. lucky still got time to finish up lor.. haha.. D&T is the most boring 1.. the time too long liow.. 2 and a half hr.. i use 1hr 15mins.. than sit down there do nothing.. slp draw stare in the ceiling.. haiz.. sian la.. finish complete my foilo.. hmm..

I hope my spirit will grant me another chance..

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A maths = F9

2005-09-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm even when my teacher giv us tips..and veri veri veri obvious tips.. i think i still fail.. hmmm still gonna work veri hard.. Mr Tan ask me to buy TYS and do.. after tat let him check.. haiz.. so i muz do.. cannot let any1 down.. hmm.. now studying for D&T.. I FINALLY FINISH MY FOILO! haiz... tml giv the picture can le.. hmmm.. sian arh.. k going to study..

every exam i will be thinking.. hmmmm...

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2005-09-18T19:01:00.000+08:00

Todae.. wanted to wake up 6.30 todae.. instead i woke up and slept again.. all the way until 9.. hmm.. guess too tired.. only slept at 2.. doing D&T all the way.. than did amaths abit and D&T.. until 12.. went to my uncle hse.. celebrate my grandpa Bdae.. hmm.. than go popular.. than came home.. meet hairi and did D&T in my hse until now.. haha.. Now Liverpool and Man U match going on.. i going to multi task again.. hmmm.. k gtg..

I will pray and pray everynite juz for things to happen..

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hmmmm

2005-09-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

Feel like screaming.. cant forget cant forget.. is deep deep inside.. hmmm.. Why?! haiz..

Did nothing much todae.. went to sch for Amaths.. hmmm hope i can pass this time.. hmm after tat went to sit at the field.. see my class play soccer.. hmm.. until 12plus.. than went to eat.. after that the guys went to play lan.. i din go.. go ginza collect comic for my brother.. bought a new game(Sims2 NightLife) but i cant play.. cos.. i lent the sims2 cd to my senior and i juz reformat my com.. haha.. so cant play until nex week.. hmmm than came home do D&T until now.. slack and do slack and do.. haiz..

All i need is 1 more chance.. haiz..

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tired..

2005-09-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

todae did SS.. hmm i really hope can pass combine humani now.. hmmm.. merger came out.. Physic.. erm abit difficult la.. cos din really study.. hmm but hope all the best la.. this week exam over le.. left 1 more week.. really muz do well.. hmm.. hoping for the best.. todae after exam.. went to joel hse to do D&T haha.. long time never see Matthew.. hmm see his ipod nano.. so cool.. white 1.. than go home tat time see a woman in the bus carrying the black 1.. hmmm.. nice but the space small.. hmm..

wat can i do.. i really really really.. haiz..

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brain crack...

2005-09-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

todae had geo and maths.. Geo okz la.. hope this time can pass.. maths arh.. really crack my head.. so long never touch le.. suddenly muz touch again.. my head crack sia.. hope can at least better or maintain bah.. but at least i finish the whole paper bah.. hmmm.. so sian..

juz finish tuition.. think need to go study again bah.. tml ss and phy.. and D&T last last last last last dateline..

Really hope for 1 more chance.. pls..

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another dae..

2005-09-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

y cant i face it.. hmmm... wan to talk but i juz dun dare.. hmmm.. haiz.. rebuild myself up again.. todae went back to do D&T for 5 hrs.. hmm.. manage to do some.. really muz finish everything todae.. tml having Geog and Maths2.. muz really score.. but hard.. go study now.. hmm.. i really really miss..

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languages..

2005-09-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

todae had my English paper 1 and Chinese paper 1.. did some topic tat i dun usually do.. like for english.. i did loneliness.. gave some examples.. but do not really noe wat to write.. hmmm.. so juz describe the word loneliness.. lucky still got time to slp.. haha.. chinese paper.. i wrote abt how is reading newspaper a gd thing.. so juz talk and talk again.. got 45mins extra.. but was not allow to slp.. so i juz sit there and stare and stare and stare.. think and think and think.. hmm..

tml whole D&T cos we are LATE!! deadline yesterdae.. i haven do yet.. haiz.. muz chiong like hell.. hmm.. than thursdae having GEO and Maths 2.. hope can do well for Maths.. cos is Second time taking O level le.. muz get at least A.. hmmm.. K gtg to study..

Its juz you and me, up in the trees.. and the forrest will giv us the answer..

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haiz..

2005-09-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

Some pple juz think tat i dunno wat going on.. din wanna say who or wat.. do hav the same feeling wif colin.. man.. they juz think we are stupid.. but we aint.. know wat is going on.. found out things that i dun wanna noe.. shall keep quiet.. nothing abt the problem i am worrying now.. is another.. man y muz 1 come after another.. if really like tat after Os.. think i will go my seperate ways le.. hope u noe who u all are.. hmmmm

D&T todae deadline.. but haven do finish die.. prelim and yet muz chiong D&T hmm.. kk need go study le..

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hmmm..

2005-09-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

I did honest stuff todae.. tell out how i feel.. yea.. but still cannot forget.. but hoping for juz 1 last chance.. hmmm.. so sian.. went to Novena this morning to pray.. than travel back alone.. as mum need to need grandma to see her godmother.. hmm.. din go cos tml is prelim and needed to study.. sat in the train for 1hr and i manage to finish the whole of tourism topic wif the notes given.. haha.. than came back.. study again.. so sian..

Man must bare wif studies.. juz 3 more months.. and O level is Over.. cant wait.. but now study first.. hmm.. haven finish my folio so muz do now.. sian

Verlirth gONe!

borin

2005-09-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

todae was at home the whole dae.. din go out expect went to cut my hair for exams.. hmm.. i dunno wat to do for prelims le la.. din really do anything lor.. slack all the way.. haiz..sian.. go study now bah.. bye..

Feeling still there.. hmmm..

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a wasted dae?

2005-09-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

did really nothing todae.. woke up 7.30 in the morning.. and watch The Guru.. touching show.. abt not to cheat and follow wat u feel like you suppose to do.. wat rite and wat wrong to u.. than after tat went to sch for maths.. until 12 sit at the bench tryin to avoid.. sit there and did folio.. sit there until 2.30 and go to work shop to finish up the rest of the stuff.. after tat went to Unity.. gav mei a surprise.. so long never play tuba la.. i really miss it.. cos there i go crazy playing music.. and i misses it..

If you think i am happy.. but i am not.. if u think i can take it easy.. but i cant cos u will never noe how to feel.. cos u will never be in this spot.. Only thing i can do is to avoid you.. be tao.. but even if i did.. it hurts.. but if i dun and go talk.. it will hurt even more.. so wat to do.. i heard alot of comments but once i hear it the feeling is back.. when can my life be back to normal.. this feeling sux big time.. it does.. and you will never noe..

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hmmmm...

2005-09-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

blame myself.. still cant get it over juz now.. cos now than i noe the reason.. y only now than i noe.. i hate myself.. hmmm.. haiz.. wat can i do now... any1 help!

todea got maths lesson in the morning at 8.. woke up at 6.45 to giv ms portia a morning call.. than went to sch.. after maths wait for like 4 hrs before D&T started.. cos the teachers mess up themselves.. so during the 4 hrs played badminton, soccer and do my D&T.. haha.. than finally i almost finish wif my D&T.. so happy.. left folio.. haha.. muz finish fast so can prepare prelims.. 20points and below.. hmmm.. hard but i muz get.. proof every1 wrong..

only thing now i can do is to avoid incase i get even worst.. hmmm..

I really need a time Machine!! Yunli Ma.. where is my time machine..!!!

Verlirth gONe!

over

2005-09-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

finally i noe the reason.. well at least i noe wat is going on now.. hmmm well i dunno how i feel.. better than before i guess.. but of cos the feeling remains.. yea.. cant fight fate.. cant force either.. so i juz hav to take it.. wat to do.. juz hope.. hope.. 1 dae.. hope the dae will come.. not now.. but the future..

life hav to go on.. muz study now.. hmmm

If only i could turn back time..

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Science Prac..

2005-09-06T18:35:00.000+08:00

todae went to sch at 8am do 4 science prac until 3pm.. long dae.. after tat come back for tuition lor.. hmmm.. found out how to use synthetic division for reminder therom.. hmmm quite easy.. so gd.. haiz.. beside tat todae was bored.. nothing else..

thinking..

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sad..

2005-09-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 this morning.. did SS than go sch for D&T.. Phuan denied that he tell us got lesson.. but yet the class came.. so we continue doing at the workshop.. until 4 plus.. all cannot take it le.. so all wanna go home.. but all too hungry.. so we went to mac and eat.. saw khai, gab, joyce and chrest there studying.. after tat go queensway wif them.. walk and walk.. see all the stuff.. but sorry not really in gd mood.. my mind is somewhere else.. haha..

after tat went to play pool wif them.. din wanna play.. but after they talk to me than i gav in.. so i played for 2 round.. lose le.. dun feel like playing.. so i went to study SS.. after tat they ask me play again.. although i played.. but yet i feel bad and not in the rite mood to play.. alot of pple juz ask me break the promise.. but i feel bad.. hmm.. how to survive.. haiz..

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study dae..

2005-09-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

todae nothing much oso.. but think alot.. haha.. when holland V this morning.. but super early.. 8.30 reach le.. hmmm.. than do amaths do until 11.30 than go home.. reach home.. did d&t and emaths until now.. cos while watching Mr. Fighter VCD mah.. hahaha.. quite nice the show.. hmmm.. thinking.. the things i say before inside the show oso got say.. haha..

hmmm.. tml going back to sch again.. is everydae going back to sch again.. tml 12 to dunno wat time got d&t than tuedae and wednesdae got sci camp.. thursdae and fridae got maths in the moring than d&t in the afternoon.. busy busy.. after that prelim le.. hmm.. muz concentrate.. haiz..

Cant stop thinking.. haiz..

Verlirth gonE!

learning journey..

2005-09-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

todae was quite fun.. at least was quite relax.. went on a learning journey wif ms chai at the singapore river and new national library.. long time never sit the river taxi le.. todae went on it again.. quite nice.. got to see the close front view of the merlion.. haha.. nice.. walk pass all the memorials.. didnt know there are so many in singapore.. hmmmm

the new national library is veri big and quiet too.. only 1 level is allow to borrow books.. didnt hav much time to go thru all.. hmm.. shall go again.. after that go lunch wif the guys at bugis.. and met my mum.. follow her to the condo or hotel behind wistma.. inside is so nice sia.. haha.. go meet her fran to get mangos.. haha.. hmmm than went far east to look for story books.. sunny book shop.. than gone home..

Everydae is so bored.. dunno y.. exam coming i think.. the feeling will never go away.. hmmm.. still thinking.. xiang..

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boring friday!

2005-09-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

Todae nothing much.. went to sch as usual.. learn somethings.. but yet.. bored.. after that juz went home.. hmm..

The feeling still there.. it still hurt.. but yet cant do anything.. haiz.. hmmm..

time to study.. tml learning journey.. hope can enjoy..

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2005-09-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

Done by ZuL.. cool rite..
My problem!

hmmm..

2005-09-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

juz had my tuition.. dun think i am going anywhere later.. hmmm.. xiang ta.. hmmm.. 1 week to prelim.. and i think i hav been studying.. should be? the whole of todae bah.. hmmm..

the rich get richer, the poor get poorer.. the guys that are serious abt something get problem, other guys like to play around get everything.. this world is so unfair! haiz.. i hate it man..

can feel the crack.. i hate this feeling.. haiz... hmm.. wel going to continue to study..

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teacher dae..

2005-08-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

Teacher dae celebration todae.. performed but nah.. was'nt gd.. the powerpoint spoil 1.. mic too loud and we play too fast.. yea.. but i dunno hwo we get the most creative award oso..
haiz.. but we hav fun i think.. hmm.. after tat went hairi hse for lunch.. than go sentosa.. 5 of us.. me zach shawn hairi ben.. funni though.. 1 week plus to exam yet we hav the mood to go sentosa.. hmm.. maybe go there to relax and get away from studies bah..

before we even enter sentosa... most of us are slping in bus30.. damn tired.. dunno.. hmmm.. the reach there take a bus in to siloso beach.. straight away rent a bike and started cycling none stop for 1hrs 15 mins.. tiring sia.. long time never cycle le.. now muscle pain.. haiz.. after tat went to the beach to play and suntan.. enjoyed.. but when i sit there alone.. really make u think.. haiz..

to be with you..

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Busy busy..

2005-08-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. todae i dunno i go to sch for wat beside photo taking.. i never study todae.. morning go for pe than recess.. after photo taking for 3 CCA.. damn rush.. haiz.. but nice la.. hmm.. after sch went clementi mac eat le.. than go Je to jam.. practice for wed performance.. hmmm.. quite sian..

Now not like last time.. haiz.. life is becoming so bored.. everydae juz think think think.. wanna study but my mind juz cant concentrate.. haiz.. when will my mind think clearly..? hmm.. wait wait wait.. hahaha..

Verlirth Gone~

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2005-08-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen todae beside my little cousin celebrating her bdae.. she is 3..! today went to do D&T wif ben hairi zach at bukit batok mac.. didnt really do much.. becos cant concentrate.. dunno y.. than at abt 4 travel all the way down to bedok.. my uncle hse and celebrate the kid bdae.. than come home lor.. hmm.. 2 weeks to prelim.. 70++ daes to O.. finally realise something.. hmmm... tml busy dae.. SC photo taking Band oso Movie Club oso.. haha.. sian arh..

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2 daes never study..

2005-08-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

yesterdae.. had fun.. photo taking.. i think my class took the longest.. play and play and pose.. haha.. than never really do anything beside physic and chem yesterdae.. after sch, went to take key and stuff to set up the drumsets.. and put this and that to make the sound better.. do for like 1 hr.. than when we wanna start practicing.. other group came.. so is like we book the room first and yet they come.. nvm.. so we shard the room wif 2 other bands and prac.. is the first time i played the song.. but i listen to it more than 45 times in total i think.. hahaha.. and audition tat time.. i dunno y our group call "My problem" but tat none of my problem.. so we play wif khairul doing his 10% drama.. haha.. quite funni la..

than at nite went to watch electrico.. first time i see them upfront.. was at the 3rd row.. haha.. the songs are nice.. and they are funni.. haha.. the new song promoting local band.. "I'm not made in the USA" haha.. rock the whole house.. haha.. every1 jumping like dunno wat.. than we got the rocking bench..haha reach home abt 12 plus.. hmm..

todae went to sch for SS lesson.. than got no where to go after tat.. so stay in sch to "help out sc" for the teachers dae thingy.. actually i do nothing la.. wif ming and jon.. than we play soccer all this.. but can say is a real bored sat... although do alot of fun stuff.. but there is really something missing.. 83daes.. i wait but will there be result.. i am still questioning myself.. haiz.. i am juz feeling so lost.. dunno y.. haiz..

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