the feeling.. the stupid feeling.. man.. the jealousy the pain.. 90daes to go.. and i will try to rebuild it again.. i did it once.. now is only rebuild.. i will do it.. the feeling sux.. i hate but yet i love her.. haiz.. y.. and how did it happen.. izzit all a misunderstanding..? i juz dun understand.. i fell deep.. deep into the trap.. now is really how to even get out..

i wan this to end.. but hard.. is real hard to forget.. she will nvr noe how i feel.. thanks guys.. those who really comfort me.. thanks for being there.. i will regain myself.. be back to the normal crazy self.. but i need time.. should i juz forget or continue waiting.. i am puzzled damn puzzled.. haiz..

Verlirth GOne...