did really nothing todae.. woke up 7.30 in the morning.. and watch The Guru.. touching show.. abt not to cheat and follow wat u feel like you suppose to do.. wat rite and wat wrong to u.. than after tat went to sch for maths.. until 12 sit at the bench tryin to avoid.. sit there and did folio.. sit there until 2.30 and go to work shop to finish up the rest of the stuff.. after tat went to Unity.. gav mei a surprise.. so long never play tuba la.. i really miss it.. cos there i go crazy playing music.. and i misses it..

If you think i am happy.. but i am not.. if u think i can take it easy.. but i cant cos u will never noe how to feel.. cos u will never be in this spot.. Only thing i can do is to avoid you.. be tao.. but even if i did.. it hurts.. but if i dun and go talk.. it will hurt even more.. so wat to do.. i heard alot of comments but once i hear it the feeling is back.. when can my life be back to normal.. this feeling sux big time.. it does.. and you will never noe..

Verlirth Gone..