y muz everything be like tat.. is so fucking hard to get myself to study again.. but wat the fuck happen now.. more and more things juz hit me.. wat the fuck la.. wat hav i done wrong to deserve all this fuck.. i mean wat the fuck la..
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i juz feel like shit.. feel so stupid.. feel like an idiot.. feel so fuck up.. yar yar yar idiot me..
Cant talk much here.. only can talk to myself.. ARGH!!
juz wish to get knock down by car.. die.. jump off the building.. slp to death.. anything but juz dun wanna face the truth.. juz dun understand dun understand..
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