Can drinking really make u feel much better.. seriously i think that nite drinking session was totally wrong.. but is a great feeling.. things really start to change.. now is faster.. days rather then weeks.. everydae i hear surprise and it shock me every now and then.. haiz.. went drinking to supper to pool.. everything doesnt really feel so fine.. hopefully things will start changing back to normal soon..

now to finally realise, i have been slacking alot.. solving fran problems neglecting abt my own sch work.. i worried much.. haiz..
more to worry abt soon.. i cant go for band camp now.. is like so shitty la.. i shouldnt agree to go for holidae.. i miss a performance.. and i miss the band camp.. i am already like missing band practice for 2 blocks.. i cant afford anymore.. i need to buck up.. i wan to perform for concert.. but i wan it feel like i deserved it and not like cos i got excuse.. excuse are bullshit.. i wan to be a better player.. i dunno y.. but music ahve already been part of my life..

Verlirth gone...